I'm only going anon bcuz I've been posting about how great things were lately, or so I thought.
My dh has been having an affair for..since we've been together, and I was too stupid to realize it. I went so far to become friends with this woman bcuz I knew how much she meant to him, or so I thought. Hes been emailing her back and forth for months, probably longer, about how much he wants to fuck her. In detail! I know I didn't find it all, hes deleted a lot, and changed his fb password. I looked at the dates, and this time, it started while I was pregnant. I knew there was a reason he never wanted to come to bed with me, I just never thought it'd be bcuz of this. I'm sleeping on the couch tonight now, I can't be near him.
Before anyone starts, I know I "shouldn't" be going through his emails, texts, whatever, but the trust has been gone for years.
So now I'm laying here, crying, hoping I don't wake anyone.
How could I have been so stupid?