I am a young mom and have 3 boys. 3, 2 and my 10month old. I never breastfed my first baby and my second up until he was 3 months old. I breastfeed my 10month old till this day.. I feel so guilty that I never follwed thru in breastfeeding my first two babies. Does any other mom have a similar case? How do you deal, cope with it?