Should I force myself to have sex with my husband...?
We have a 13 month old baby and in the last year and a half we have only had sex a handful of times.... He tries really hard to have sex with me. He rubs my back and tries to initiate it over and over, but I just don't want to. I feel like it is partly cause I am still breastfeeding... and if my baby is sleeping I would much rather watch tv, eat or sleep, but it is driving him crazy and he is starting to get resentful. I tell him to go masturbate, but that seems to piss him off even more.
idk what is wrong with me. I don't even want my kid in the same apt., I don't want to be breastfeeding and I think a drink or two would help. Am I odd for feeling this way? Should I just suck it up and do it anyway? These days I just feel like sex is weird and I get reallly uncomfortable.... I feel like I want to put a pillow over my face, or have it pitch black. Also, I am not on any birth control and we don't use condoms... I do not want to get pregnant right now. I had some trauma with this past birth and am afraid to do it again.... also, I just really do not want another kid right now.