I finally ran out everything in my house other than 2 boxes of macaroni and cheese, so I had to do it... I went to the food pantry. I've been jobless for a week &a half.. I don't receive PA other than medical insurance for my children.. I do start college in August, and will be receiving my grant soon. My transmission went out in my vehicle, so me and my 2 children walked to the food pantry.. That wasn't very fun... So there's my confession.. I had to go to a food pantry, I had no choice.. Please no bashing.. My children needed food. I'm not a bad mom. This is just a rocky time. It will get better.