I have been a stepmom for almost 12 years. I love both my stepkids equally, although my sd, and I share a stronger, closer bond. My ss graduated from hs a few weeks ago and will be going off to college in August. My sd is 20 and decided not to go college and work instead. That hasn't been working out too well. My dh and I always said that when ss is of age, we will start ttc. Don't get me wrong. I love both of them, I loved being a mother to them, and all that comes with it. But I ache to experience pregnancy, to hold a newborn in my arms. Well I guess Ill get to hold a newborn, because sd is pregnant! There goes my dreams of biological motherhood. Sd will need a ton of help, financial and emotional. Her dirtbag boyfriend has broke up with her. She works pt as a waitress at a pizza place. She only brings home maybe 100 a week. Im just disappointed she was so irresponsible. But I guess that's our fault, we do spoil her.