I am wanting to send this letter to myb ex whom i have remianed friends with, that is the easiest way to put it. Should I send it:
First off I want to say that I am in no way trying to get in between you and *******, I have a great deal of respect for her. She has been through things that I have and its good for me to have someone to talk to about it all, can't really talk to my boyfriend when it comes to any of that.
My boyfriend the other day asked me when was the last time I was, "truly over the moon happy" but it couldn't have anything to do with my kids or him and it didn't take me long to think about it. I started to remember a day that you, *****, and I were in my car and you were driving, I don't remember where we were going or why you were driving but all I could remember was that I was truly happy. So, I have been thinking about you a lot the last few days and how I screwed everything up. I was in love with you and screwed it up and I am sorry. I am sorry that I hurt you and that I betrayed you.
I need to let go of all of this. I don't want to screw things up with this guy, I really like him and he is great with my kids and he treats me right so far (I have learned that can change, but I really hope it doesn't). I wish I could talk to you without upsetting ******, like I said I don't want to come between you two, but I would really like to have my friend back and be able to talk to him. Miss you my friend. <3
I am friends with both of them on FB and I talked to his girlfriend often. But I really would like to talk to him again. I'm posting anon because I don't know if she is on this site yet or not and I want to be as respectful as possible to her. Which just got me thinking should I talk to her first about talking to him?
Any advice would be great, thank you. Oh and I know how you ladies are so of you must, bash away.