I'm pregnant with my fourth child. My youngest is still a baby and all of my children are under five. I am married and in a happy and healthy relationship with my husband. My husband is the father of all my children. Financally we are okay. We pay our bills on time we can feed and clothe every one, but money is tight. I'm a SAHM and like it this way. We could afford another child as both cars will be paid off before this baby will be born... It would be tight but we could do it. I don't know that I want another child. Actually I don't want another child.
I'm seriously concidering adoption. I've talked to my husband about it and he doesn't like the idea but will support me in whatever I decide to do.
There is my confession of the day.
Updated... When my husband got home from work he told me he changed his mind and that he just couldn't give up a baby. He has agreed to be more helpful with the kids and cleaning and I will talk to my Doctor on Monday about more help with my depression. Thank you all for your support and advice.