I'm totally against cheating. I've always thought it was wrong, if you don't want to be tied down why be in a relationship? Well now I completely understand. I've have been treated like such shit every single day for weeks now. I wake up to be screamed at, called a slob and bum because I have to bring this asshole to work. We have the same routine every morning. He wakes me up, I get dressed.. no not even dressed, I put my bra on and get the baby ready. He screams at me the whole time and saying he's going to be late. He starts work at 7, I got him there at 6:46. But do I get an apology? Nope! I hit a bump in the road with MY car and I get yelled at for 10 minutes and he threatens to leave. It's always something.. I get ignored everyday. I get him from work and he doesn't even say hi. When we go to bed and I say goodnight, he just turns around. I keep telling him if he doesn't want to be with me, say something so I can get on my feet and we can go our separate ways. I can't right now though.
I wish I had the nerve to cheat! Even if I wasnt pregnant I still wouldn't. I know people on here will say leave, but sometimes that's not an option its really not. Some people are truly stuck, like I am. And I don't want to hear that there's never any reason to be stuck but none of you know the situation.
I always looked down on wives that cheated, but being treated this way, I can see how they can:/ and I no longer judge a cheater.
ETA: I am NOT going to cheat. Nor do I have plans on it. I said that I would not cheat because I'm against cheating. So it would be nice if you ladies stopped changing what I said into me saying and thinking about cheating. I'm simply just saying I can understand to why, and that I am not so quick to judge.
I am also not going to leave, this is my family.