been with BF for almost 4 years. we've seen good times and bad times. i have a 6 year old, who likes/loves him. often calls him dad, even though he knows he's not, and he knows of his real dad.
but lately... the emotions arent there for me. dont get me wrong- i love him SO MUCH and i wanted us to work... but i dont see how its possible- and its breaking my heart.
he's not financially stable. he hasnt had a job in a while and b/c of that, i'm losing out on money... he has one of my credit cards so he can get things with it... he took the last $17 out of my wallet (i'm guessing for food?)... my credit card is set up with his XBOX live account- charged every month for the monthly fee and if he ever wants to add on points, to buy games, movies, etc...
he has a job he's starting in 2 weeks... but i feel like i'm done with this relationship. is that bad?
he's helped me with my child- taken him when i wasnt able to care for him, plays with him, teaches him, entertains him, reads with him, etc... all the things that a 'dad' does... he helps me cook meals- or cooks them himself if i dont want to (i am a sucky cooker)... he takes the trash out, he tries to be the man that i need.. he's 26 years old and hasnt started college yet (he's been wanting to start since we met in mid-2008). and right now, technically, he's homeless- he's staying with me, but he's not supposed to be.
idk if i can just break up with him either. i work for his mom- at his mom's house. i'd have to quit that job before i end the relationship, right? =(