Update: I'm 7 weeks pregnant and I really want an abortion

[Anonymous]

I've had 2 traumatic emergency c sections with both kids. They left me with nightmares at least 2x a month, dreaming that I'm pregnant and feeling utter despair and fear. I always wake up before dreaming the actual operation. I don't think anyone understands the paralyzing fear csections give me. My therapist says its PTSD because they were both unplanned emergencies. I was on birth control, the pill. I took it religiously. Dh even used condoms. Fml
I want to die. I'm so fucking scared. I'm setting the appointment with PP tomorrow. Dh agrees.

I had my appt this morning. I'm going to take a pill starting tonight since its still early. I feel 100% relief. Thanks for those with helpful words. As far as getting my tubes tied, I demanded my ob to do it before my last section but she said there was no way shed do it under the duress I was under, plus im only 23. So now, I talked to PP about essure. I'm going to call my insurance as soon as its over and ask. And FYI, no bc is %100. My nurse said she's had 5 patients this past year that got pregnant while in essure or had tubes tied (2 were even using condoms!!) Chances are small I'd get pregnant on essure and condoms, but with my luck...

[rgba]

Sorry!

[Anonymous]

If it's what's best for you, more power to you.
One (or both) of you should get fixed

[ButterflyGenie]

Sorry. But you may regret it more than the csection.

[Mrs.Miller11]

Its your body and your choice, one that you do not need to justify to anyone. Its good that your husband is on board and supportive, because this site is not the place for abortion support

[Anonymous]

[pittiesmom]

Have you considered that the abortion procedure may result in more trauma for you?

[Anonymous]

I'm so sorry you are so scared and that your first births were so hard. I almost died and so did my son, I had emergency c-sections with him. So I really do know how you feel.

HUGS

[coconut01]

Ok.

[AquarianPath]

I've had two abortions. If you need to talk, please PM me. No judgment, I won't reveal your name, and it may help to talk to someone who has been there. *hugs*

 

[Anonymous]

Get an abortion then get your tubes tied.