I smoked marijuana but I want to keep breast feeding though!
I already know what I did wasn't the smartest idea. But I also know that most of you will not let that go and will bash. So I am ready for it. Tell me that I am a horrible mother, I already feel it.
I am a medical marijuana patient. I stopped as soon as I found out I was pregnant. After I had him, I started breast feeding so I didn't bother w/ it, I wanted my milk to be as healthy as it could be.
Well yesterday was a really rough day for me. I made up my mind that I wasn't going to BF anymore (for several different reasons) so I purchased some formula.
I was really upset about not breast feeding, and overall had a really stressful day yesterday so I smoked. And I will admit, I smoked a good amount. . _ .
I've had all day to think about it (since I haven't breast fed all day) and I really want to keep breast feeding. Honestly, I feel like a complete failure for the choice that I made. I want to try as hard as I can to keep breast feeding. So I am going to call a LC tomorrow to see how long it'll take for me to be able to safely breast feed again but just thought I'd come ask you, to see if you might know how long it'll take?!
Again, bash way. I already feel like shit. Im already expecitng it.