I left, had an apartment all set up, had my new life as a single mom planned out.
And he made all kinds of promises, made some changes so I came back.
Now it's back to the same shit.
Went out after work and didn't call to let me know so I stay up until 12:30 worrying about him since he didn't answer his work or cell (his cell does get shitty reception everywhere though)
He finally comes home, I ask where he was, he tells me the town name but not why he went.
Then sits beside me on the bed just messing with his phone.
The disrespect is on going. Anything I talk about he makes a face at and ignores me like I am so stupid.
He forgets I left him once and can easily do it again.
I don't need him or this life. I don't need to live a life where I feel unwanted and even hated sometimes.
I don't know why he worked so hard to win me and my trust back only to go back to disrespecting me in a different way than before just a few weeks later?