Maybe that makes me a heartless bitch, but oh well. People that are willing to off themselves rather than seek help are SELFISH. Does anyone have any idea what it is like to go through life knowing that your mother, father, husband, ect would have rather been dead than to be here with you? It's one of the biggest feelings of rejection that one could ever feel.
Bottom line is.. I feel NOTHING for you, but i do feel for the people you choose to hurt and leave behind.