I have never had to deal with loss and it scares me.
There are only three people I know personally that have died.
There was my UncleGary when I was 12- I loved him more than I loved my dad. He drowned while fishing. I never cried about it.
Then a year and a half ago- my husband's grandma died- I loved her dearly. I still have not cried about it.
I found out recently that my Aunt Cheryl passed away after an 18 month battle with cancer. I havent dried about that either.
Loss of someone I loved has happened to me,but it hasnt affected me emotionally.... I feel so weird.