I WANT to quit so badly, i just can't. I've tried patches, gum, Chantix, and cold turkey and nothing helps. I do NOT like the person that i become when i haven't had a cigarette. I am impatient, emotional, and a downright bitch. I wish that i could take a 2 week vacation ALONE on a beautiful beach somewhere ALL ALONE with no cigs..that way i don't have as much stress or anyone around me to take out my cravings on. I hear that is all it really takes is 2 full weeks nicotine free, but i can't even make it 2 damn hours!
I know in my mind that i need to quit for my children and my health and my wallet, but regardless of these very important reasons i still cannot put them down! I've been a smoker for about 10 years now. I wish i could travel back in time and say NO. NO, NO, and HELL NO.