In my head I understand that nothing I don't agree to will happen in mediation on Tuesday but it's still stressing me out so bad. My ex hasn't had anything to do with DD in 2 years hes an ex felon 2x over and uses drugs lies and couldn't even keep a fish alive if you paid him. I filed for sole legal and physical custody and to move from Illinois to Maine (to be with my family and a great job!) well when i filed he decided he needed to see DD. of course now that i want to get my life to a better place he wants to keep me in this shit hole where I'm living pay check to pay check ;'( I was so excited to make my life better and now he has control over anything i can do. I cant deal any more i just keep crying.