So long story short my ds was born 6 weeks ago and has been in the nicu every since. well 2 weeks pp df and i were messing around and then we fell asleep, not even thinkin anything of it he rolls over and sticks it in, well now AF stil hasnt shown up and i have 2 kids and i just cant deal with another pregnancy or baby right now & were not having sex just thia once. I would never consider abortion but at this point if i was pregnant i wouldnt know what else to do. I dont think i could carry a baby for 9 months then give it away, but it took me a long time (6 years) to be financially ready for a 2nd child......i am just confused, maybe af is taking so long because i bf.....im scared because at the end of the day, i cant see myself killing my bby either!!!