For the last few years I've had periods where I go through depression. Normally like 3 times a year for a month at a time. I've felt like this for the last month and a half and it's worse then ever. I have started seeing counselor but I have a hard time telling her everything, plus I don't think she realizes how bad it is. I told her I've been thinking about cutting (a new thing), but told her I won't actually do it, I've been obsessing over wanting to do it though. I told my ex some of how I've been feeling and completely regret it (we have a good relationship, I just feel bad for telling him my negative feelings). I just can't seem to shake this feeling. I'm really not sure why I'm posting this, just kinda need to let it all out because no one around me gets it. Plus I know so many moms on here have/are battling depression.