Let me back up:
I've always had a lot of online friends, it's how I met my first husband. When I was talking to him, I was also talking to a guy, we'll call him Adam. I was 15 when I started talking to him, I lied to him about my age for a while because I really liked him. He had a 4 year old son.
Well, I was also talking to "Jim". When I was 17 1/2 Adam asked me to go stay a couple weeks with him, I was so excited! He knew how old I really was and he liked me. <3
At the same time, Jim asked me to go live with him! I said yes to him and moved across the country. I still kept in touch with Adam tho.
A couple months later, Jim and I move back to my parents house, get engaged and get married, Adam and I talked here and there but I knew he was hurt.
2 years pass and I get a divorce, it just didn't work out. Not even a week later, I meet a guy.
Pause: I had full intentions of going to see Adam when my husband left.
Ok so I meet a guy, Paul, and we move really fast. We have a son and here we are...
So last night, I message Adam. Just to say hi, it had been a couple years and I was wondering how he and his son have been. He says he thinks he remembers me and asks my name. I tell him and he says "oh yea, you were supposed to come stay with me but you got engaged"...
I tell him yea and now I'm divorced. I don't mention my fiancé, I just leave it at that.
The worst part? If I could, I'd be with him...