I am due on August 30th with my first child, a boy. I am so afraid of breast feeding. I have never admitted this to anyone as to why. Maybe you ladies can correct me, tell me if you've felt the same way, or if it doesn't happen like I think it will, offbase, or whatever the case may be.
The reason I'm afraid is that my nipples are very sensitive. Like in a sexual way with my boyfriend. Very extra super sensitive!!! My bf can almost make me have an orgasm just by the way he does things with them.
So I do not want to breastfeed and have any kind of sexual feelings. How gross and sick and pervy!! What if it happens and I can't control it? I feel sick at the thought!! I'd rather just do bottles.
I can't tell anyone and people are really started to judge me so bad for saying I'm not going to breastfeed because they want answers as to why not. Like they demand an answer! I'm not going to say my answer or else they will probably kill me!