I have given 5 up in the past. My youngest when i was only 14 due to rape. I knew i could not get an abortion and did what was best for the child. Gave it up closed the padoption. Ever since i dont even use b/c because i am very fertile and imo its best to give a child to those women/ couples that cant have their own kids. Its so nice seeing these couples finally get their own little angel. I dont have a problem giving the kids up because i know im doing a good thing. I know i will go to heaven one day and God will thank me for giving others a gift. I am now 29 and dont have any of my own buy my SO has a son. Im not sure if i should tell him of my past because im afraid he will judge me and want to leave me, what should i do?