this might be long, but i'll try to keep it short!
my past relationships (including my parents)- anytime i said something that they didnt like or was 'against' them, i'd get hit... i still have that problem even though my BF has never hit me or done anything physical against me.
me and BF havent had a date in a LONG time- at least a year now. i NEED a date with him, even if its with my kid. i just need to feel desired, loved, needed and that he wants to be around me...
we had a date set a few weeks ago (the weekend he got paid)- and he bailed on our date and went out with the guys..
today, again- he got paid- he's going out with the guys.
i'm feeling like he doesnt WANT to be around me (even though we do live together and are together all the time... only time we arent, is when he has money and is out with the boys- normally, a friday night- which i'm usually okay with.. today- not so much)...
am i wrong in feeling like that? would i be wrong in asking him for a date, to take a night for just us when he gets paid (the last 2 years, i paid for every date).
how would you feel? am i wrong for feeling like i think he is just stuck here/doesnt have another option to move to, and thats why he's with me?