Anyways, here's my current issue. And yes, I realize how trivial this must seem...
We are supposed to be having take out tonight and I have to call in the order myself. I never never NEVER do stuff like this. Just thinking about it is making my stomach knot up and my heart pound. I would almost rather just not eat at all than call and place the order. In fact, that is what I would do if I didn't have my kids to feed and someone who already agreed to go pick the food and bring it to us.
There is no one who can call it in for me though. I HATE this more than I can put into words.
Any words of encouragement?!?
Yes, I know I probably need therapy so no need to say that.