I've been hanging out with the owner of a local medical marijuana club near my house and she said she needs help with her business. She knows exactly what I'm going through and still wants to give me a shot! I don't want to let her down, though, so I'm not taking a real job from her just yet. I'll be volunteering twice a week in the afternoons after my husband is out of class to learn the different systems in the store, and when I'm comfortable that I can take on the responsibility of an employee I'll get put on a salary! I'm so excited! This is a place where if my anxiety starts acting up I can be honest about it and take care of it instead of bottling it up and then having a breakdown! So great!!