Update in Red!!! Small Update in blue!! Finally did it thanks to you guys!
I posted last night about my bf who hits me. He came home and saw what I was doing and threw me against the wall and started choking me. I guess I passed out, but when I came to he was asleep and our son had crawled over to me and was sleeping also. I picked up Jamal, threw a coat around him and walked out.
I walked into the first gas station I saw and called my parents. My dad came to get me and I finally told him everything. He called the cops and now my bf is in jail and my son is snuggled in bed upstairs.
I'm so scared not to have Marcus (bf) but I know this is what's best!
My dad went with me and we got a restraining order. I was told that marcus is asking to see me and Jamal. I look down at my little boys face and can't fathom why I stayed as long as I did. My father gave me a great reason to not go back. He said that knowing what he knows now, if I tried to go back, he would fight for custody of Jamal. He loves me, but I have to be the mom in the situation.
so the end of my first full day without marcus is coming to a close. It was a wonderful, but strange day. We spent the day in the park. I wore what I wanted and had so much fun with Jamal! My mom cooked a great dinner and then she bathed Jamal, read him a story and put him to bed. My dad put a pistol in my nightstand (which has a lock). I'm going to live with my parents for awhile until things calm down. I AM NEVER GOING BACK!!!