I got pregnant at 16 and now have an amazing little girl who is 3 years old. I have been on the pill since with much success. I had to go to the hospital as an emergency and missed my pill for that morning, spent the night and missed my pill the second morning. I got out, took my pills like normal and went about my days. I started my sugar pills and didn't start my period. I tested and I had a positive pregnancy test. The guy I am with is terrified and due to our situations of me being jobless, and out of school, and him trying to recover from alcoholism, we decided abortion is best. I am only 5 weeks and made my appointment this Tuesday. I am terrified about this! I kind of don't want to go through with it. I am full of emotions as it is and the only reason I am doing it is because my bf wants to, and because I already have a child while being young and I would believe it would be rough for me. I have a friend who is slightly older than me and she just found out she is pregnant. Her boyfriend died in a car accident a month ago though and she is just going through too much as it is and is getting abortion. So I have one person who I can talk to. I feel lonely, guilty and afraid. I sit up every night, crying, going back and forth on my decision. Sometimes i don't feel it is real and i can go through with it, other times I am afraid of the procedure or the abortion pill and how I would feel afterwards, and then I tell myself I am keeping the baby and that is all there is to it. I even picked out a name. Andrew Lillian. =( I guess I just wanted to talk and hoped i would find a clear answer.