My fiance is in jail, has been for a while now. We write back and forth all the time, he calls, and we are about to start emailing again. I'm just ready to break, I work everyday to hold it all together, and I can't seem to find the time to go visit him. Plus he is in prison in a different state. I'm just at the point that the letters aren't enough. His t-shirts aren't comforting anymore. I love him so much, words can't even explain. I'm a very affectionate person and when he was home, he was home everynight .and nights were our time. We would lay in bed and cuddle and talk all night. As soon as I would get my son tucked in,we would just go cuddle up. And lately I just kinda feel empty. I was strong for a year and a half but now, I just feel empty and lost. I truly feel he is my other half, and he did everything for me. Always surprised me with flowers and if I cooked then he would clean up. But I'm just starting to feel lost.