I am beyond my breaking point. I have had one or both of these kids for 9 months every. single. day.
and I'm going to snap. SO doesn't care. He thinks Im just a miserable bitch.
fuck yes im miserable.
i do everything.
i don't clock out.
i don't clock in.
I DON'T GET DAYS OFF.
i need a day off. i love my kids. i don't take them for granted one second of one day. EVER.
but dammit i just need a minute.
my stress level is so high, i'm a mega bitch to SO and it's fucked our relationship up, completely. he just said he's leaving me....
ALL I NEED IS A BREAK!
some moms can stay home all day with kids and love it and never want a minute.
i'm not one of those moms and there's nothing wrong with that, we all parent differently.
just please... give me advice on how to calm down please.
Oh- and on a side note, I found out today at 9mos pedi appt that he has an umblicial hernia, just like his dad. SO (dad) just got his repaired with mesh a couple months ago.