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Im secretly jealous of....

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People that still have their parents.

I was a daddy's girl when i was with him but
My mom was my very best friend.11 days before my 13th birthday my dad died..We had just found out he had cancer 2 months prior to his death.3 months after I turned 14 I lost my mom,we found out that she had cancer when I was 8 she got rid of it and went in for her 5yr check up (they say after 5 yrs of being cancer free your good to go) the cancer came back worse then before..So at just 14yrs old i was thrown in to the real world.I crave attention from men,i fall in love way too easily,im insecure,i hate myself,i have no friends.Im a horrible partner,it takes sooo much effort for me to be faithful because everytime someone shows interest in me I run to them.I know that if my parents were alive my life would be so much better and i wouldnt be the way i am.I hate when people talk/bitch about their parents!

Sorry,had to vent! Everybody thinks im such a strong person,i hide all my hatred/jealousy from others..inside im dying.
Posted by Anonymous on Oct. 9, 2012 at 9:22 AM
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by Loree on Oct. 9, 2012 at 9:49 AM
Dang! That sucks:( selfish people suck!

After my Nana died, my bro disowned mom and I for some reason.

I know how hard it is to trust people with your feelins and have them crap on you. And I. Also know how it is to live a lie basically (strong outside and a complete mess inside).

Just make sure the ones in your life now are worthy of you!

Quoting Anonymous:

My sister and I were very close but she chose her husband over me (he hates me),My brother and I were close growing up but he hasnt talked to me since my dad died.

Quoting redneckmama4:

I can understand, though my jealousy comes from never havin a dad.

Did you have other close family?

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by on Oct. 9, 2012 at 9:58 AM

that sucks. look more into it im sure theres a way you can get help. it sounds like you could use it

Quoting Anonymous:

I tried therapy when i was younger,around 15.I quit going because I didnt want everybody to know i wasnt as strong as i pretended to be..I didnt want everybody to know how hurt i was.Now I cant afford it :(

Quoting edgymom24:

im very sorry you lost your parents thats got to be hard

have you gone to therapy? if not maybe you should youll feel better talking to someone

by Mrs. Tennant on Oct. 9, 2012 at 9:58 AM

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by Anonymous 1 - Original Poster on Oct. 9, 2012 at 10:21 AM
I think the only reason its hitting me so hard today is because my moms birthday is on the 23rd,usually im everyones rock,their shoulder to cry on..but i just cant do it anymore.
by on Oct. 9, 2012 at 10:26 AM
I'm soo sorry momma.. :(
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