I'm thinking I'm ovulating.
Not sure if it's connected, but with that being said:
I'm just really emotional and re-thinking who I chose to build a life with. I love him. He is a wonderful provider and takes good care of us and he is the backbone of our entire operation here as a family unit.
But I just really am thinking of past loves, what could have been, why it wasn't, and what would be different. I'm not going to cheat, I have no intentions to act on these feelings, but I do wonder sometimes...
Maybe that means I'm not completely happy with who I chose. I think it means we have some work to do. I don't want to put more stress on him now, though. We're moving this weekend so there's a lot to be done.