I'm thinking I'm ovulating.
Not sure if it's connected, but with that being said:
I'm just really emotional and re-thinking who I chose to build a life with. I love him. He is a wonderful provider and takes good care of us and he is the backbone of our entire operation here as a family unit.
But I just really am thinking of past loves, what could have been, why it wasn't, and what would be different. I'm not going to cheat, I have no intentions to act on these feelings, but I do wonder sometimes...
Maybe that means I'm not completely happy with who I chose. I think it means we have some work to do. I don't want to put more stress on him now, though. We're moving this weekend so there's a lot to be done.
That's all.
Quoting mlg1989:
Ok. Take protective measures to ensure you wont wind up pregnant with someone you may not love.
lol, i am now, but we have a 9mo son together.
Well I guess its natural to question what could gave been some point in every relationship.
Hope you figure things out :)
Quoting hp2011:
Quoting mlg1989:
Ok. Take protective measures to ensure you wont wind up pregnant with someone you may not love.lol, i am now, but we have a 9mo son together.
It passed, and I'm more in love with him than ever. :)



- hp2011
on Oct. 11, 2012 at 8:08 PM