I'm in an open relationship but SO doesn't know it yet ....muajajajajaja
We have 2 kids and have been living with each other for almost 5yrs now, i just decided this year that i want to be able to do other guys but i havent told him yet. Im having 2 emotional affairs at the same time now but im not gonna tell him. I already told my SO he could have a lover but if he doesnt have one on the side its not my problem. Im just not gonna tell him about my 2 lovers til idk mabye he tells me he has one. I had sex with one of them but it didnt go well because we only had like 10 mins to do it so it was a quickie but we plan on getting together sometime soon. I love the attention from the guys that i get..im not super hot or anything i think im ok or average not like smoking hot! Anyways the other 2 guys dont know about each other they know i live with my SO and 1 is married and the other one has a gf living in another state. I really dont care anymore because im sick of my every day life i never do anything for myself but work my ass off and take care of my kids. 1 is special needs and requires a lot of attention my SO and i are just not connecting the way we used to. I deserve to have some fun so im taking charge and getting what i want.