Sorry of it's a little vauge. I'm not really ready to go into details, but most of my friends here know what's going on. If not and we are close, you can pm me and I will tell ya.
Anyways, I recently had a huge bombshell dropped on me. At first it was the worst news ever! I was in total shock and devastated and crushed. But I pulled myself together and took a few deep breathes ( and a lot of tears!) and changed my whole outlook. I realized what a true, amazing blessing this is!!! I am so ecstatic and excited and just happy!! It's really all how you look at things and I chose to see the positive in the situation instead of the negative.
Life is so beautiful! I feel so blessed!