With the exception of my daughter, I am really beginning to f**king hate my life and everyone in it. I do so much for everyone I know and get little to zero appreciation for any of it. It's always, "Did you do this?", "Have you done this?", "Why did you do that?", "Did you get this?", and so on. I have no life. I leave the house twice a week at most to run errands and go to church. I have very few friends anymore the one constant one I speak to is a male. My DH sleeps all day and works all night. I cook, clean, take care of this kids, will soon be working again, make the budget, grocery shop, teach Sunday school, and repeat. My life feels monotonous. DH refuses to participate on Thanksgiving which leaves me doing everything by myself. I don't know how much longer I can keep up the fake smiles.