And I feel horrible. Luckily she is too little to understand. We have come on very hard times and literally every penny we have is going to pay the mortgage and back taxes on the house. We live with my mother and have desperately been trying to find jobs. But in our tiny town, no one is hiring. Without a vehicle or bus system it makes it nearly impossible to get one. We have had a garage sale the past several weekends to sell everything we can. But only made around 50 bucks. As bad as it sounds I've even thought about putting my baby girl in temporary Foster care until we are on our feet. I feel horrible! Before any basing, I'm not asking for handouts, I'm just depressed and had to get it off my chest.