And usually, when I have those feelings, they are right. Its weird.
Usually, my ex and I are on good terms. However, Friday when he got DD, we had a bad argument and he was SUPER mad at me. My grandmother was here and when he left she said, "you don't think he'll dump DD on the side of the road do you?" THAT WASNT EVEN ON MY MIND! Until of course she mentioned it. I lnow he wouldnt, but he has a short temper and gets frustrated easily. DD has a bad cold (she was put on antibiotics) and I'm worried he isn't giving the meds to her:( I usually never worry like this but I suddenly am.
Last night, I dreamed he told me he didn't know where she was and we never found her before I woke up. I was awake at 4am crying so I text him and said 'Something made me wake up and ask if DD is okay. Can u send me a pic of her or at least tell me she's fine??' and he hasn't replied. I just worry about my precious baby:( She is 19mo. Idk why I am having such terrible thoughts.
UPDATE: She is home now. He didn't say a word to me but I don't care. He text to ask if I got the picture he sent and I said no. So he sent it and I got it. I have NO IDEA what bed that is. But she had a bath, she's perfectly fine, and it looks as though he gave her meds (I reminded him at 4 and he said he was walking out the door and would have forgot!!) so I'm letting it go. She is safe with me.