and perhaps i am. My bf wants me to go to thanksgiving at his mom's house. I declined bc i really don't like thanksgiving. I'll have my kids til 3 and want to spend time w him. And not to mention that his mom drives me infuckingsane. Like to an illogical point. Her food sucks, but i won't be able to bring a dish to pass. She is nosey as fuck and overbearing. She never stops w the ceaseless questions. So i decided that thanksgiving, i'll make a thanksgiving lunch and chill out. Watch some movies, clean. Enjoy one of my very rare days of lonesome-ness. Maybe go see my dad, considering i've spent every holiday w my bf's family. In starts the guilt trips tonight. Saying that its depressing that i won't create a memory w him. Forfuckssake. I just want a day to be alone!