Lately, i've been really needy... Not sure why, but the last few days, bf has been going out, coming home late, and pract falling asleep- giving us no time together... Tonight, we talked about having sex tonight... Kids are gone, christen the apartment again.... He played the xbox from 10-1:30, after getting home after 9!... He went to the living room, with the comp... I was watching adult vids, to get myself in the mood for him (it's hard for me to get wet)... Atter a hr, I got out of bed... Sick of waiting for him... Waited for the game, waited for him to come back to the room... He promised tomorrow will be about us, but he has work at 8... After work, he'll be too tired- thats how it always is.
I'm feeling so alone, I want to cry. We haven't had sex in almost 2 weeks.