We could never get our lives moving in sync so being together full time wouldn't have worked. I met a man, started dating him and long story short, we are married.
I'm happy. My husband treats me amazingly. Caters to my every need and want. We never argue, we laugh, joke and our life is great.
2 years ago, we decided not go talk anymore, wasnt fair to my husband. (Before we got married) But I miss my friend deeply. I dream of him. And not the physical, but the spiritual connection we had. I YouTube his videos and I cry watching him, singing lyrics I wrote for him. I want to contact him, see how he is doing. I'm restraining myself to not call him. But it's hard.
My heart feels like it is missing pieces.
Has anyone been thru this? The pain is so unbearable.