There is a dad at dd's school. Hes semi famous. No names. So dont ask.
Anyways. His boys are dd's age and then a year younger. No mom in the picture. We have talked daily for the last 2 freaking years. I was the first 1 to know he was coming out of retirement. The first one he told he was going for something BIG. Me. I dunno why.
Hes smart, cute, super nice. A wonderful dad. A great friend. My kids love him. He adores them. The kids get along great.
Heres the prob. Im married. Have been for 6 years this feb.
Ive caught dh in several lies since sept. 1 a "friend" sent him a text about ditching me and going to hook up. We cut her out of our lives.. But i found the text. It was days old.
The second he was over 2 hrs late from work. He clained the sun was to hard on his eyes so he pulled over, then later on in the fight he said he needed to return keys to work. I was pissed and havent forgiven him.
This guy....he makes me care. I look forward to seeing him. I look forward to his smile. Its impossible to be sad when he grinns at me. Hes going tk AZ for the "big thing" in a few weeks and he said he would take me and thr kids, but i cant. It would tear me up. His job is.... physical.
Idk what to do. Im un happy in my marriage. I have been since before i discovered my feelings for B.
Idk. Judge me if you want. Im not gojng to cheat on dh. Talking to him doesnt work. He stone walls me. We have tried professonal help and nothing.