And im breathing heavily. I havent taken my anxiety or depression meds yesterday because my mother told me to try to cook something so I can put dh cheating out of my mind. So cook books, and receipes had my full attention today. But I did this same thing last year the night he came home from work, ate dinner with his family, and left to go fuck the girl he worked with.
I'm trying here, but he thinks having sex with me(the best time since we been married) was going to make me forget this time last year. *sigh* I can do this, I can get through today. Oh my gosh why didnt I take my meds?!