It all started with me thinking he was checking this girl out at the store. He just looked at her.
So I got kinda upset and walked out the store.
I still try to play it off by saying it was hot in the store when he asked why I didn't wanted on him.
Then he started getting mad at me, talking crap to me saying what the f... its wrong with u.
till I said it. I was like I just seeing u looking at the cashier so I didn't wanted to bother.
He got so mad and got my hand and twisted bad till the point he was about to break it.
He was so mad and agressive infront of the kids, I tried to calm him down but he said I pissed him off.
He is always agressive I can't ever get mad for something otherwise he will hit me.
He is smart he won't punch my face but he does slap my face so he left the house that night went to he parents house.
Made me seen like a psycho with them and the jealouse one. Later on that night he text me asking if I really wanted to get divorce I didn't text back.
So I went thro he gmail account on google and seen he was on porn. With he favorite porn star. I don't know if he pays to have sex with her since he was on live web cam.
He knows I am not okay with porn specially that kind of stuff.
He knew next time I caught he was on that stuff I was gonna get divorce but he didn't care.
I don't know what to do.
I believe he can change, I don't want satan to just destroy my marriage but at the same time I can't keep living an unhappy life
He is not good at sex, he is agressive, and he is pretty much being unfaithful to me by doing that.
I don't know what I should do?
Should I keep trying and just try to keep putting god first in our life?
Or should I just leave and see what plans god has for me?
I just know satan trying really hard to get us divorce and don't want to let him win.
I just wish my husband will see that and care. Grow up a little bit more! Instead of running to he parents everytime we have a fight.
I guess it was my fault for getting jealouse.
But he is always agressive and I don't know if that will ever stop.