i see these and it breaks my heart.
i remember back in 09 when i was 16 i was living with an abusive bf. i tried to overdose on seraquil but he stopped me. in that moment i hated him for stopping me. i didnt get why he did it. he hated me so why wouldnt he want me dead?
finally not long after i got the strength to leave him. i moved to florida and started fresh living with my grandma. just 3 months after moving down i started talking to this guy. and now here i am its been almost 3 years since we initially got together and i have two wonderful children. IT DOES GET BETTER!
when you hit rock bottom is when you turn to god and say i just want to be happy. hell make that happen. i wasnt religious by any means but i still just gave it to god. as carrie underwood would say jesus take the wheel. you may not belive in yourself but he does. i know where you are i know how hard it is to come back. i still deal with trust issues and depression but i am so much better off