My husband just left and I don't know when or if he's coming home. We were going to go shopping after dinner but then I changed my mind. The stuff I wanted to get we're not necessities so I decided I didn't want to spend that money. Well he got pissed off bc "he was really looking forward to going" we'll I had just put our oldest to bed and was sitting in our youngest daughters room giving her a bottle and he came in to talk. Now, a couple months ago I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety but I only went to three sessions after the diagnosis and haven't been back but I never really saw a need for it. But supposedly my mood changed drastically and very quickly so that in return caused my husband to say "you better figure out what the hell your problem is. And not for the sake of me or yourself, but for the sake of this family bc I don't know how much more I can take". I had to lay my youngest down bc I just started balling my eyes out bc truth is, I have no idea what the problem is. Just when I went to turn around to face him to talk he said "I'm going to the store and staying out tonight. I'll see you when my shift is over tomorrow." WTF.
And he went flying out of or development like a bat out of hell.
I'm so lost as what to do. UGH.. But ok... I just needed to get that out