You don't know??! I feel like a worthless piece of pissed off shit right now. How friggin dare he have the gonads to act like I am the problem?? Like I don't work two jobs and come home to a mess every night that I have to clean up? (like homework, bathing the kid, cleaning the dishes and doing laundry etc.....) While his biggest concern is lottery tickets and alcohol.
Eeefffffff you! Eff you when I reach out and let the walls down asking why you love me. And your reaction is..."i honestly don't know" like you have it soooo f'n hard.
Thanks for reading.
I apologize for the "f bombs" I'm just....pissed.