Getting married soon... maybe it's cold feet but I started talking to another guy... What am I doing? I love my df. He's good for me. He's good for my sons. He provides stability for our family - financial and emotional. The worst thing I could ever do to him is cheat. So why did I go snooping around on craigslist? and WHY did i actually write to someone? and WHY did i have a 5 hour long email/txt conversation with him? Sure my df is a little bit boring (work, sleep, video games, repeat) but I don't want to hurt him... and I don't want to screw up my life, or my kids' life.
Ack. Why am I such an idiot?
I feel like I could puke right now. I disgust myself.