I'm an alcoholic... not a terribly bad one, but when I drink I almost always take it too far. That is why I do not drink. I've been going through some stuff lately and I have been really depressed, so last night I got two bottles of wine and drank them. I just sat in my living room and drank them. I feel like an idiot, I'm hungover, and I hate myself.
I'm sure no one cares, but I can't talk to anyone in my real life. It's embarrassing and I feel like a failure.