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I just want to get it out. I've been with dh 15 years. I am bisexual and he has known from the beginning. Early in our relationship we had a threesome and we have done so many times with a few different women.
About ten years ago we were sleeping with a woman. She ended up living in our house for about 3 years. It became deeper than friendship and fun for her and I. Me and sh started having problems. I would not admit that I had feelings for her but he could see it. I ended up asking her to move out. We lost contact for the most part but I never stopped missing her.
A few months ago we started talking again. She started to come visit and the three of us would go to the bar together. One night dh invited her back to our house and we spent the night together. I told him it was a bad idea but when he asked why I didn't give him straight answers. We have been spending a lot of time together and a lot of nights together. She spent the night with us last night.
When she went home today I told dh we needed to talk. Our relationship is so much stronger now than when we were young. I told him I needed to be honest with him. I told him I was in love with her. It didn't mean I love him any less but I can't help my feelings for her. He told me that it's obvious. When we are together it's like we have tunnel vision, we only see each other. He thanked me for being honest and wanted to know where we go from here.
I told him if he wanted I would cut off contact with her. I told him I would be sad and I would miss her but our relationship is more important than anything. His response was that he loved me too much to ask me to do something that would hurt me.
I don't know what to do. I love them both. I'm hurting because I don't want to hurt him and I don't want to lose her. She doesn't know how I feel. I haven't told her. I don't know how she feels anymore either. But I suspect she still has feelings for me. As I said our connection is obvious we just haven't talked about it. Dh asked her who else she is sleeping with as we don't want to end up with anything. She told him she isn't sleeping with anyone else. She doesn't want to be with anyone sexually but us. My life is so normal other than this.
Go ahead and bash, I hurt anyway and I can't help how I feel.
Posted by Anonymous on Dec. 2, 2012 at 1:16 AM
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Anonymous
by Anonymous 1 - Original Poster on Dec. 2, 2012 at 1:40 AM
Will you please explain what this means?

Quoting ibelieveinpink:

Is being poly an option for y'all? Or even trying it?
WesAndNicksMom
by Platinum Member on Dec. 2, 2012 at 1:40 AM
It has more to do with your feelings for another person than being bi. If it were a man you wouldn't blame it on being hetero.
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Anonymous
by Anonymous 1 - Original Poster on Dec. 2, 2012 at 1:42 AM
If it didn't happen after us living together for 3 years I don't see it happening now but it could.

Quoting littlesippycup:

Would they fall in love with each other and decide they didn't need you? Be very careful girl. Hugs.

Quoting Anonymous:

Honestly, I think relieved lol. It would make things easier for me. And I know they care about each other. I actually think she does love him to some point.



Quoting knkd:

how would you feel if they loved each other as well?


ibelieveinpink
by Platinum Member on Dec. 2, 2012 at 1:43 AM
Where the three of you are in a relationship together...

Quoting Anonymous:

Will you please explain what this means?



Quoting ibelieveinpink:

Is being poly an option for y'all? Or even trying it?
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Anonymous
by Anonymous 1 - Original Poster on Dec. 2, 2012 at 1:46 AM
You are right but since my dh is not attracted to men I would not be in a position to have this happen with another man. I wasn't blaming it on being bi I was telling a story and the fact that I am sexually attracted to both genders played a large part in the story.

Quoting WesAndNicksMom:

It has more to do with your feelings for another person than being bi. If it were a man you wouldn't blame it on being hetero.
WesAndNicksMom
by Platinum Member on Dec. 2, 2012 at 1:48 AM

 But the main point was your feelings for your husband and her.  If you take out sexuality you're saying that you can't be monogamous.  I'm not trying to make you feel bad about it but that's what it comes down to.

Quoting Anonymous:

You are right but since my dh is not attracted to men I would not be in a position to have this happen with another man. I wasn't blaming it on being bi I was telling a story and the fact that I am sexually attracted to both genders played a large part in the story.

Quoting WesAndNicksMom:

It has more to do with your feelings for another person than being bi. If it were a man you wouldn't blame it on being hetero.

 

littlesippycup
by Ruby Member on Dec. 2, 2012 at 1:55 AM

Aaaaahhhh that little bug. I tried to smash it.

Quoting WesAndNicksMom:

 But the main point was your feelings for your husband and her.  If you take out sexuality you're saying that you can't be monogamous.  I'm not trying to make you feel bad about it but that's what it comes down to.

Quoting Anonymous:

You are right but since my dh is not attracted to men I would not be in a position to have this happen with another man. I wasn't blaming it on being bi I was telling a story and the fact that I am sexually attracted to both genders played a large part in the story.

Quoting WesAndNicksMom:

It has more to do with your feelings for another person than being bi. If it were a man you wouldn't blame it on being hetero.

 


WesAndNicksMom
by Platinum Member on Dec. 2, 2012 at 1:56 AM
1 mom liked this

 His name is Leon :)

Quoting littlesippycup:

Aaaaahhhh that little bug. I tried to smash it.

Quoting WesAndNicksMom:

 But the main point was your feelings for your husband and her.  If you take out sexuality you're saying that you can't be monogamous.  I'm not trying to make you feel bad about it but that's what it comes down to.

Quoting Anonymous:

You are right but since my dh is not attracted to men I would not be in a position to have this happen with another man. I wasn't blaming it on being bi I was telling a story and the fact that I am sexually attracted to both genders played a large part in the story.

Quoting WesAndNicksMom:

It has more to do with your feelings for another person than being bi. If it were a man you wouldn't blame it on being hetero.

 


 

Anonymous
by Anonymous 1 - Original Poster on Dec. 2, 2012 at 1:57 AM
It seems that is what we did before and basically what we are doing now except at this point we are having sex but not discussing a relationship. Maybe the difference is that even tho dh and I spent time with her without each other we don't have any sexual contact unless we are both there and involved.
I would be open to this kind if relationship, heck it would be exactly what I want. I am also confident that she would be open to it. She has said she is not seeing anyone else, she doesn't want to be involved with anyone other than us. I just don't know about dh. It must have been hard for him to hear me say that I was in love with someone else. He knew but I spent a lot of years denying it to him and myself. I don't think he is willing to call what we have going on a relationship yet but unless he decides to call it quits he is going to eventually come to terms that a relationship is exactly what we have.

Quoting ibelieveinpink:

Where the three of you are in a relationship together...



Quoting Anonymous:

Will you please explain what this means?





Quoting ibelieveinpink:

Is being poly an option for y'all? Or even trying it?
ibelieveinpink
by Platinum Member on Dec. 2, 2012 at 2:02 AM
If you want to go somewhere to learn more about it, ask questions, and get some support join fetlife.com. They have a lot of poly groups.
If you want you can friend me there. My sn is aDaddysgirl.


Quoting Anonymous:

It seems that is what we did before and basically what we are doing now except at this point we are having sex but not discussing a relationship. Maybe the difference is that even tho dh and I spent time with her without each other we don't have any sexual contact unless we are both there and involved.

I would be open to this kind if relationship, heck it would be exactly what I want. I am also confident that she would be open to it. She has said she is not seeing anyone else, she doesn't want to be involved with anyone other than us. I just don't know about dh. It must have been hard for him to hear me say that I was in love with someone else. He knew but I spent a lot of years denying it to him and myself. I don't think he is willing to call what we have going on a relationship yet but unless he decides to call it quits he is going to eventually come to terms that a relationship is exactly what we have.



Quoting ibelieveinpink:

Where the three of you are in a relationship together...





Quoting Anonymous:

Will you please explain what this means?







Quoting ibelieveinpink:

Is being poly an option for y'all? Or even trying it?
Posted on the NEW CafeMom Mobile
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