I think that New Year's Eve would be such a special way to ring In the new year for the both of us.
Last night we were checking prices, and he made a joke about getting this super cheap hotel, one that looked like crap..
I mean really? Yeah it was a "joke", but like they say.. " there is always a little truth behind a "I'm just kidding"
He made me feel like crap.
I told him.. "You know what? Forget it then.. We'll just not do that"
He ignored what I said, and we continued talking about it..
I mean, I'm trying to make it special, but he's making me feel so stupid about it.
We have to get a hotel bc we both live with our parents at the moment, an we're def not going to be intimate in their homes, a I totally refuse to do it a car the first time..
I'm thinking of just forgetting the whole idea, and just making him wait even longer..
I don't just want to sleep with someone just because.. I'm not like that
How would you have felt?!