I Should Be More Sad? *Abortion Related* |UPDATE|
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I'm not positive that I am pregnant.
However, I have a gut feeling I may be, and after days of freaking out over the fact, I have decided, that if i am, I will be ending the pregnancy.
I have never, ever believed in abortion. I don't have a problem with someone else having one, but for me, it was the biggest no no.
Amazing how life changes your views.
I am aware that adoption is available, but the situation I'm in means that no, it is not an option that I will entertain. I could keep the baby, I'm sure, but no, I refuse that option too. I am aware of the bashing that is coming. Why open your legs if you don't want a baby etc etc, and I'm waiting for it. I already have a 1yr old daughter, who I'm in the middle of a custody battle with her dad over. I also met the love of my life, and as selfish as it sounds; I refuse to fuck it up with him.
I'm not asking for advice, I just needed to get it out. I guess, the only thing I don't understand, is how calm about the whole thing I am. I thought I'd be crying all the time, or freaking out; but really, if I'm pregnant, then it is an abortion, and for some reason I feel no pain about that...
I'm totally and completely not pregnant, thank god for that.
My man said he would have supported me even if I was, but I'm just glad we didn't have to worry about that eventuality.
Quoting Anonymous:
You aren't "freaking out" because you are confident in your decision and have no doubts. That's a good thing, it means that you're making the right choice for your body and your life.
This throws a good perspective on it, thank you.
Quoting Anonymous:You aren't "freaking out" because you are confident in your decision and have no doubts. That's a good thing, it means that you're making the right choice for your body and your life.
Do what is best for your life situation. Hopefully you won't have to make that decision.
leaving baby alone while i do laundry?