So hubby came home today. I grabbed his phone and start looking thru it..right infront of him. He didn't seem concerned..so I wasn't expecting much. Then there's a message from a number, then was no name to the number. It wasn't saved in his phone. One message that stands out most is "thank you for you tender kisses and touch". Yeahh my husband lives in Japan. The bitch don't speak english and kept calling my husband "shen". His name is Sean. Hubby's phone number is written on the back of his phone. His excuse? He went to a bar and some girl got his number off his phone. I'm not fucking dumb. He will take it to the grave. He won't just admit it. He is here for 30 days. Then gone for 5 more months. This is just the icing on the cake for all the shit he has done to me. I can't even cry. I'm just disgusted. We had sex right before all this and it SUCKED. He came way too fucking fast and it wasn't spontaneous at fucking all. Thank GID for my rabbit vibrator. When he leaves..he will be getting divorce papers in the mail. I am going to be civil while he is here. My son doesn't need to see us yelling and fighting. Oh and my hudband flipped out on me once I really started to question him. I just wana throw up. I'm literally nauseas. UPDATE*** I went in his wallet and found "riki love and body" buisness card. Sounds like a place with happy fucking endings to me! Update #2 okay so the riki place is just a salon. So today I relized how hurt I am by all this. It finally hit me when I was driving home from the store. I walked in the door and jyst cried and begged for the truth. He says" he may have kissed her forehead." Okay..well who is she? He had no explanation for anything. I cried and he held me while he told me more lies, and I cried some more. He is a liar. I'm just broken beyond repair, especially because he won't come clean. I know I need to leave. I told him I was going to the clinic tommorow to get checked. He said "baby you don't need to do that." Ughh YES I really DO! I don't have any weird discharge or anything. My cervix is alittle sore but that's about it. He has only been home for a day so I am guessing nothing would show up yet. I just want it to be me and my son. I'm tired if being hurt. Not to mention he has called me "stupid" multiple times today for completey unecessary reasons. I haven't even eaten anything except toast today. I can't.
on Dec. 5, 2012 at 12:20 AM